1327Hrs- Priority Task
The last week has been spent on various activities relating to job hunting, income generation and preparing for possible move out of my rented accommodation. Only the latter has been in any way successful. Having neglected Gleda for a week I set out through the rain to spend some time at the barn. I set too working on the starboard side aft deck stringers, cutting the last of the bulkhead notches and preparing them for gluing. I finished off by giving what will be the undersides of the stringers with epoxy. Although I made some progress my mind really wasn’t on the job but rather thinking ahead a few weeks to what my situation will be if I haven’t started bringing some money in. To be honest I’ve started getting angry with myself because I’ve let things slip away from me and I can feel myself reverting back to my pre Gleda days of depression and self pity. I’m not letting that happen again! I’ve realised that I can no longer carry on with my head in the boat building sand and that I must dedicate all my time and effort to getting myself out of this situation, safeguarding the project and securing a future. I’m sorry to say therefore that posts to this blog will be sporadic for the foreseeable future (although that’s not long!). Normal service will be resumed as soon as possible.